The Bookstore

Where do I even start?

Today was the day when I felt like I was peaking. She was a bit late but that's totally alright. I was nervous as hell. My anxiety starts acting up at the worst times ever. I needed to smoke really bad because that would at least calm me down a bit.

And then we met.

My hands lost control. They started shivering a lot but the comfort I felt when I was with her was just impeccable.

She is goofy as hell, Like, The definition of goofy. She is always laughing and smiling and like moving her hands around constantly and she has the most amazing hair ever. There's no point in me talking about her eyes because they are the prettiest set of eyes I've ever looked into. I could look into them all day every day and not get bored of it.

We shared a coffee and just spoke a lot. We walked over to Bookworm and checked out a few books and we added some to our reading list.

I hate the part where we have to go back home. That part tears me apart but I know that we will be meeting again and that is the part I cannot wait for because the way she makes me feel is something I haven't felt in a while and I'm grateful for that.

If you're reading this rn, Just know that you mean a lot to me.