Love and Loyalty

What are friends? They're people you hang out with. People who want to see the best version of you. People who correct you when you go wrong and they're people who are by your side through your ups and downs.

I know people like that. I know people who would show up when I give them a call and I know for a fact that they would drop everything they are doing just so they can help me out with whatever I need. These are the few people I will absolutely cherish in my life.

My friend circle is pretty small. Yes, I do hang out with a lot of people but they aren't people I'd take home. But these 8 people I have in my life mean everything to me because they show up, They go through the shit that I go through and most importantly, They're selfless.

I definitely wouldn't wanna sound like Dominic Toretto from Fast and Furious but at this point, These 8 people I have are basically family. Someday I will have them over for dinner along with my parents so that they know who I'm hanging out with and what they'd do to keep me here.

I broke down a while ago after 3 years of bottling everything up. Two months ago to be exact. I never expected them to sit next to me for 2 hours straight trying to comfort me when I was having panic attacks back to back. But, They sat next to me and nothing else was important to them at the moment. It was a relief to know that I had someone with me, These two goofballs, Sitting next to me, Holding my leg so that it would stop shivering. Making me drink water so that I'd calm down.

If both of you are reading this, Just know that I'm very grateful and happy to have you guys in my life.

I love both of you.