It has been a while since I've posted something here.
A bit too long maybe.
During the period of time when I stopped writing, Life has taken a turn for the better and for the worse. New friendships have been made and have been broken.
But, I've had the best 4 months of my life and the reason for that are these 4 people I am always with. Chris, Shravan, Zoya, and the other person is someone I shall not name as I am not in contact with them anymore. These four people have been the reason why I haven't gone insane. I honestly don't know how they put up with my shit but, I owe them a lot as of right now. From checking up on me at random times to making sure that I am okay mentally and physically, they have just been amazing. From staying over at the 4th person's place to making amazing memories with them, and receiving the best birthday gift ever. The only birthday gift I've gotten in a long time. I sure am going to miss the 4th person. Honestly, I am missing them right now as I'm typing this out.
There are things that are out of our control and it does not matter how much we try, we just cannot make it work. Not making it work and not being able to make sure that you go through with whatever plans you had made hurts you in ways you don't even know.
I am in pain right now.
But, I'll be okay.
I've made it this far.
I can keep going.
After all, I'm used to this.
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