The Unknown

I do not know where I am right now.

My mind is in multiple places.

The loss of another friend is unbearable and I don't know how long it will be until another one is gone from this world.

I have broken up. I have cut off everyone I was close to and for those who I still talk to, Just know that I have a special place for all of you in my heart.

For those checking up on me, Thank you. It means a lot.

For those listening to me, Thank you. It means a lot.

For those who are by my side, Thank you. It means a lot.

I sleep under the bed sometimes. It's comfortable during a phase like this. The phase that happens every six months or so and stays for almost 2 months.

Cheeku and the people who I still talk to are the ones keeping me sane.

No amount of cigarettes or alcohol will help with what I am going through right now.

I haven't slept in almost a week now. I won't take the pills frequently because they're too addictive.

For the people out there who are reading this, Save yourself from trauma. Identify it when it's growing and cut it off. It's sort of like cancer, Hard to get rid of but with the right treatment, It can be gotten rid of.

This is not the end.