Worst It's ever been

 It's a pretty big deal to move on from someone you had feelings for. In my case, I never move on at all.

Once I'm emotionally invested in someone, They become a big part of my life, Well, Not a big enough part to make them my entire life but yes, A pretty important part of it for sure. I've had to pretty much deal with a lot of things when it came to me getting along with other people given that I'm an introvert but I do put in a lot of effort to make sure I'm out there hanging out with these 7 people whom I call my friends. They have pretty much been there by my side through my ups and downs and I'm grateful for that. Two of my friends with whom I've been friends for almost 17 years know me like the back of their hands which pretty much sums up how our relationship with each other is. 

The twist?

I'm unpredictable. I do what I say and that comes with the guarantee of me actually doing it. I've never shied away from doing stupid things which involve me getting into fights, getting caught drinking while underage, and more of that. I'd never been cautious in my entire life up until I met someone I liked.

For the first time in a very long time, I actually found someone I liked, and let's just say that the feeling was mutual from their side as well.

Let this be the start of my blog.