It’s really hard for a person to just give up everything that they’ve worked for. It’s as though you’re giving up on life when you give up on whatever hobbies and things that you do that interest you.
I might be at that point in life as of right now.
I might have to give up on certain things that give me some motivation that I’ll make it through whatever hell hole I am in but that’s alright. That’s the only thing I actually am pretty much used to in life I guess.
There is something in The Life of Pi that I can relate to a lot and it’s when Pi in the movie says that in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye.
In my case, me saying goodbye to the things and people I like will probably be the most hurtful part.
Everything that I’ve built up was something that took place in real life. There’s a touch of something to it that makes it hard for me to let go, but when the time comes, that will be the only option I’ll have.
I will probably stop writing when that day comes and whatever legacy I’ve built up to this point will cease to exist.
That day will be the last day that you get to see the real side of myself.
My real side?
Whatever I’ve put down here, that’s my real side.
I will probably regret certain decisions I’ve made but that’s alright. For someone who doesn’t have regrets, I’ll know how how it feels to have some.
The brutal truth everyone doesn’t want to hear but it’s absolutely necessary.
The brutal truth is, whatever you’ve seen that is mine will just not exist when the day comes where I have to let go and it is coming pretty soon. It’s right around the corner to put it in simpler terms.
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