Monday, July 29, 2024

Khichdi

Mum made khichdi today.

It reminded me of the time when I went to my girlfriend's place after class and she had made khichdi for me because I'd be hungry.

I can't lie, It was the best khichdi I've ever had.

I also remember this one time when I was dead tired and my eyes wouldn't stay open. She sat in front of me and fed me until I was full.

I am realizing now that all these things are so valuable to me.

I want all of it back.

Everything just seemed to be so easy like a year and a half ago.

Wednesday, July 24, 2024

Been a minute

24/07/24

It would’ve been a year of being together today.

If we were still together.

I miss her more than ever.

Everyday feels like an eternity and every second I live here feels like someone has taken a hammer to my heart.

The pain is physical.

The pain is something I’ve never felt before.

The pain has made me into something that I am not.

I love you<3.

The world I live in

I live in a world of my own. The world is strange. It’s strange in a way where I still convince myself that I’ll get her back. Sometimes, I’...